To my dearest honey husband Jester,

            I want to thank you for everything.Before you came along, I felt empty inside. You filled an empty void in my heart and I can never thank you enough for loving me unconditionally. Nothing I can ever do from this moment on can compare to what I feel when I'm with you. I've been blessed with something few ever know, and I'm lucky to have you with me. Thanks for showing me what true love is, and for helping me find my reason to live. Even though I have been making so many mistakes and stuff, you have still forgiven me ... you have given me many chances to show that my love for you is eternal. You have shown me the true way of living life and I love it. We get life only once and I feel privileged to have you in my life. When I say I love you, I really mean it because it gives me a reason to smile, a reason to live my life, and most of all, a reason to show that I am a part of your life. I love you with all my heart. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone - EVER! I love you more today than I did yesterday, but not more than I will tomorrow. Thank you for the gift of you!
           You ... you are my friend, my confidant and soul mate. Most of all and above all, you are the love of my life! I love you from now until death do us part. Right now, you living so far away from me is killing me, but I know in my heart that we are doing the right thing. And, you are trying to get things straight so we can live there forever and spend a lifetime together. I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I love you from the deepest part of my heart. My love for you is unconditional. The love for you is so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had in a long time and I am just at a lost for words when it comes to you. I just wish that their was another way that we could be together without living so far apart right at the time being. I want you to know that I love you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change that about how I feel...I love you.

            Again.. I love you..my honey…forever..

From your honey wifey Kekai

      I Never Knew

I never knew I could love again
Then I realized there was you
Standing in front of me you’ve always been
Finally my wish has come true
I never knew how the other half felt
So completely, crazy in love
With an unyielding smile painted across my face
My head forever in the clouds above
I never knew a kiss could steal my breath away
Or make my stomach flutter deep within
I dream about kissing you night and day
My desire never ends
I never knew what passion was
Now I see it in your eyes
Consuming every part of my body
Every feeling deep inside
I never knew a lot of things
But this I know is true
I’m falling fast into a magical light
I’m falling in love with you

                               KEKAI and JESTER

JESTER If ever you wondered If you touched my soul Yes you do Since I met you I'm not the same You bring life to everything I do Just the way you say hello With one touch I can't let go Never thought I'd fall in love with you Because of you my life has changed Thank you for the love and the joy you bring Because of you I feel no shame I'll tell the world just because of you Sometimes I get lonely And all I gotta do is think of you You captured something inside of me You make all of my dreams come true It's not enough that you love me for me You reached inside and touched me internally I Love You best explains how I feel for you Because of you my life has changed Thank you for the love and the joy you bring Because of you I feel no shame I'll tell the world just because of you The magic in your eyes True love I can't deny When you hold me I just lose control I want you to know That I'm never letting go You mean so much to me I want the world to see It's because of you Because of you my life has changed Thank you for the love and the joy you bring Because of you I feel no shame I'll tell the world just because of you My life has changed Thank you for the love and the joy you bring Because of you I feel no shame I'll tell the world just because of you Because of you... KEKAI…

             I’LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU JESTER..

I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo... who holds my heart

Hayyyyyyyyyzzzzz,its kinda bad day for me..sometimes love is so unfair..But when i've heard this song...i remember ma honney. even if sometimes or rather we always have an LQ its ok..coz i cant imagine my life without him.COz i really love him so much.I know honney and I can survive in all this trials.

So honney i want you to know that im always here for you.till hell freezes! mwahzzzz